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You didn’t tell me

Why didn’t you mention the moments in between

The friends the laughter the nights of serene… bliss

That I’d cry myself to sleep

That I’d cry for the kids I see at work

The pain of not knowing why he is distant from me

The worrying about money that won’t stop and can’t be remedied soon

You didn’t tell me

You didn’t mention the hardships I’d face

The choice I didn’t make to exist and survive despite them wasn’t mine

Why?

Why am I here? Why do I have to be the one to cry?

DOES ANYONE ELSE FEEL LIKE THEY WEREN’T GIVEN THE RIGHT?

It’s not that bad, now is it?

How would I know

I am here now and this is all I know.

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you massage my heart with the thoughts you play
in your mind for me each day
the words that come are like water drops in a cave
quenching and resonating in my heart in such a way
that the memory of the sound never fades
its perfection, its daft perfection remains

and i really can’t explain how it ended up this way
were you created to provide this love to me today?
were your thoughts, your words made to massage my heart this way?
my spirit, my soul… something senses that this may be true.. and that I may
that I may be the person that does the same
For you…

Though I can barely fathom I could give love in that way
Because what you give me is more precious than I’ve been able to say
More faith provoking than I have been able to believe
and more solid than I have been able to grasp, until these days.
These days when I’ve found it more easy to live than ever before
Almost unnoticeable is the comfort that being with you affords
Life is just real and better with you than before

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